I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything

(chorus) what have I become my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end

And you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time the feeling disappears you are someone else I am still right here

(chorus then:)

If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself, I would find a way